RETURN TO HER
An Eight-Day Pilgrimage to the Divine Mother
Under the Emerald Body
Tamil Nadu, South India
Expressions of Interest Now Open
An intimate group of three to five participants
There comes a time when understanding your patterns is no longer enough.
You may have spent years caring for others, holding everything together and trying to understand how early experiences, maternal relationships or ancestral history continue to shape your body and your life.
Perhaps receiving care feels difficult. Perhaps rest brings guilt, visibility feels unsafe or belonging still seems conditional. Perhaps something within you is ready to be met—not analysed from a distance, but held with tenderness and transformed through direct experience.
Return to Her is for those ready to tend the Mother wound, reconnect with the body as a place of belonging and encounter the deeper medicine within their own healing journey.
This intimate eight-day pilgrimage will take place in the sacred temple surroundings of Tamil Nadu, South India, within the wider field of The Emerald Body.
Together, we will enter a carefully held space of meditation, embodied healing, personal reflection, sacred practice and deep rest. You will be supported to explore where love, nourishment, protection or belonging have been interrupted—and to begin restoring an inner relationship with the mother who can now meet you differently.
This is not a retreat designed to help you escape your life. It is a pilgrimage into the places that have shaped you, accompanied by the living presence of the Divine Mother.
Through the land, the body, sacred temple life and the wisdom of Chiron, you will be invited to meet your wounds with compassion and curiosity, and to discover what they may be asking of you now.
The group will be limited to three to five participants so the journey can remain personal, spacious and deeply supported.
If you feel a quiet recognition as you read these words, this may be the right time to express your interest. Dates and further details will be shared privately with those whose intentions and circumstances are aligned with the pilgrimage.
THE EMERALD BODY
The Emerald Body is the living field through which this pilgrimage is held.
It is an embodied path of returning: to the body, the heart, the wisdom of the feminine and the deeper intelligence available when we no longer abandon ourselves.
Healing is not approached as a project of self-improvement, but as an invitation to listen more deeply, restore relationship with the body and allow what has been carried for too long to be met with compassion, protection and presence.
Return to Her offers a pilgrimage into one of the most intimate dimensions of this work: the Mother wound and the restoration of an inner maternal presence.
THE JOURNEY
Our time together will weave meditation, embodied healing, personal reflection, sacred temple life and deep rest.
The pilgrimage will begin before we arrive in India and continue after we return home, creating a supported container for preparation, experience and integration.
Each participant will receive personal guidance and a private companion workbook created especially for this journey.
The deeper structure, practices and sacred location will be shared privately with suitable applicants.
YOU MAY FEEL CALLED TO THIS JOURNEY IF
You recognise patterns of over-giving, self-abandonment or emotional responsibility that insight alone has not changed.
You find it difficult to receive care or rest without guilt.
You sense that your relationship with your mother or maternal lineage continues to shape your body, relationships, visibility or capacity to belong.
You are ready to meet the places within you that learned to stay alert, carry too much or expect love to be conditional.
You may have sought healing through psychedelic or plant-medicine experiences and received meaningful insight, yet sense that the Mother wound still asks to be met through the body, relationship and sustained integration.
You are seeking transformational insight into your Chiron and the medicine concealed within your deepest wound.
You long to experience the Divine Mother through embodiment, devotion and sacred pilgrimage.
You are ready to return to yourself with greater tenderness, protection and trust.
AN INTIMATE PILGRIMAGE
This pilgrimage is open to both women and men and will be held as a small, carefully selected group of three to five participants.
Expressions of interest will be reviewed personally by Nicole Scarab. Those whose needs and intentions appear aligned with the journey will be invited to a private conversation and receive further information regarding:
• Proposed dates
• The complete pilgrimage structure
• Accommodation and travel arrangements
• Preparation and integration support
• Full inclusions and investment
• Practical and spiritual considerations
Because the group is intentionally small, places will be limited. Expressing your interest now allows time for a personal conversation and thoughtful preparation.
Submitting an expression of interest does not commit you to attending, and no payment is required at this stage.
EXPRESS YOUR INTEREST
Return to Her is intended for emotionally stable adults and does not replace medical, psychiatric or psychological care.
Facilitated by Nicole Scarab
Writer, therapist, meditation teacher and Advanced Transference Healing® Practitioner and Teacher